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yea i know im random.
anyway, seriously i think human beings are very very selfish creatures.


To _______, i thought IM YOUR FRIEND who you keep claiming i am.
Keep talking to you and today i realise, lol! you are one fucking dog.
I had seen your true colours. & trust me, i wont even talk to you anymore.

Base on that fucking picture you had tagged. hahah! OH WELL. i know it.
thanks for knowing me where i stand and my existence.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

To _____, friends? OH COME ON, you suck. seriously.
another fucker with ITS true colours.
oh greattttttttttttt, try me man.
Everyone has its own limits. dont cross it.

& lastly ___,
you are a bitch.
that's all i can say.
THAT'S MY CHOICE.
and who the hell are you to comment on it?!?!
You are just taking advantage of me.
and believe me, I WONT BE THAT STUPID ANYMORE.
i had seen everyone's true colours.

GUYS, YOU ARE GREAT.

Yo people! im inside keppel mgt office now! working as admin. LOL.
NOT MY WORK SCOPE THOUGH.
but yea, covering suzana's work.

admin work is tough! seriously!

i got to do so many things and now my weekly report is like so lengthly now. hehehe.

its 12:51pm now but i got no mood to eat at all.
Been many days since i last eaten my lunch. god.


Im feeling so shitty everyday. AND EVERY NOW AND THEN. damn sian lah.

oh yes, back to topic.
working as a admin.
Things are great. I started working non stop till 12 noon. Its good also lah.
I got to get busy and time passes real fast! :D

so now! im going to watch my shows to kill boredom. see ya guys! (:

hello, this will be the last post being posted using this computer.
No longer will there be a second time anymore.

I promised to move on. Promised myself, promise you, promise my friends, promise family members.

I will be strong. I will stand up sooner or later.

anyway, i took back all my things now.
yes, no more connections anymore.

I wont be asking anymore things in the future anymore either.
Be friends or not, fate decide.
I wont do anything to it anymore.

real tired. This is killing me.
Supposed to be happy, but it didnt turn out as to what i expected. (:

heng, i seriously thank you for being here for me.
i wanna copy paste this !


Adeline Heng . says:
let him flare
oh please
why must he be always the one living happily and hurt the girl who love him so deeply before
I'm gonna say
THE BEST TREASURE HE ONCE HAD IS GONE!
Because he NEVER appreciate and NEVER cherish
it is his lost
your gain
you will regain your happiness
he will lose something precious to him, and maybe he will ONLY realise it when he GROWS UP!


I thank you for all these words you had said to me. (:

Weekends were spent like this!

To summarize everything up !

IT WAS BEING AT HOME, WATCHING SHOWS, EATING AND CHIT CHATTING!
lol. That's my sat life. :(
how sian it is.

and oh not to forget. I spent most of the time sleeping on my comfy bed. hahahah!

really feel so great and i feel that my complexion is so much better than before.
Cause i managed to sleep early and not at wee hours. hahaha! Normal human life huh.

I hate people seeking my attentions and making me pissed off.
Do what you are supposed to do and just shut up!
alright, im gg off !
shall update today's event like tml? (:

see any events lor. if not rot at home and wait for tml =(

Finally the first week of attachment is over !
But second week is coming real soon. sian!
Why time pass so fast during the weekends ! i dont likeeee.

anyway, tues - reported at 8am instead of 8.30am. hahah! i reached thr too early man. Texted carmen and told her im gg in first. But realized she reached kfmo at the same time as me ! hhahah.
We got to stand outside the office cause no access and suliana havent reach! :(

Mange to get in after security did the access thing for us. haah!
Thennnn, we settled down and seriously do nothing! James not thr and ya lor. 2nd day only mah.
Got my e-mail for kfmo and finger configuration. So i can access in and out of the office my own! :D

Went up to level 4 - mgt office and had a view. ahah! can see the universal studio eh.
Then, michelle and si hua came for the handover. Had lunch at 2pm with James, Teng, jo, mich, si hua and of cos carmen at pu tian at vivo. James treat. ahah. so nice. (:

Then, went back and had the offical handover to me by mich. Got to know so many informations and visit to some of the areas in kfmo.
Next, an orientation briefed by James and ENDED THE DAY! :D

well, left the place near 6pm and phone was vibrating non stop. He called me up and asked to meet at j8.
okay lor. To arcade and next, bar chor mee at nearby area. Next headed off to yishun safra for pool.
exciting competition down thr. lol.
didnt play cause ben xiao jie wearing dress.

Ended everything at 2 plus am i think and went back home while the guys had their supper.


third day of work!
damn sleepy ! not enough sleep man.
So researches and researches non stop for the whole day.
Next was the safety project for MKB.
and ended work ! :D

Headed off to plaza sing to meet val up and shopped around. 7.30pm left there HAHA. very late cause we are supposed to meet them at 7.30 at hub. Val lah! shopped for shoes! ahahha

anyway, i got to bump into poly mates! :D
small world eh.

Meet the guys up and had long john. (:
great catch up but real tired!
homed at 9 plus with val and knock out after i bathed. HAHAH.

Then, it was some nuisance that happened in the night or rather morning.

Thursday.
Got so worried when i woke up in the morning at 6am. Saw the msg and was terrified.
Contacted many of them but to no avail. No one knows what had exactly happen.
Not gonna mention who and what happen during the whole process.
Anyway, it was a fucked up one.
Just wanna have my attention or maybe some small lil revenge on me.

anyway, went over to MKB for some site visit. IT WAS BIGGG ! :D
Took some pictures, shall post it up real soon. (:
Couldnt make it for the meeting and hence, it was postponed to tml 11am.

Ended work on the dot. No supervisor you see. And even though there's one. it was relaxing over there lah. (:
Trauned home as usual and reached home early that night. (:
7 plus i think. Used comp awhile. yea, desktop. Didn't bring back laptop. hahaha. too heavy.

hmm, slept at 9 plus!

FRIDAY - TGIF!
Finally, the end of the working week.
Went to work only at 11am and when i was on my way to purple line, anaessa called me up and told me postpone to late afternoon. alright. (;
so headed straight to office and slacked.
OH YES! my bowling mate was good. he accompanied me for hours trying all sorts of msn games with me. HAHAHAHA. damn fun and he damn tyco ! damn you lah.
Had a talk with suliana about babies! damn fun and nice. Halfway through, anaessa called up and i had a meeting with her. everything were done smoothly and yes, (: ended work on the dot yo!

trained back to amk and was about to go home. Call received and asked to meet up. I say okay lor despite being so tired.
Met up and had mac. Waited till 8 plus or sth, zm and kt came over to fetch us up and went over for prata.Nick came over and decided to fetch john.
After much considerations, decided to head over to chervon first.
A new place that i had never been to.
Ktv session for the guys when i sat there listening. Not much into singing cause im real tired.
Ended everything at 2am and we left for frog leg porridge.
OMG, MY FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
this is crazy. I got so scared lah. I really dont dare to eat. So i got him to take out the bones and gave me the meat. ahhahaha! Like that i wont be able to see and think alr mah. ahaha!

Anyway, saw pro walking around. LOL!

homed at 4am and boom! slept. (:

Bad red eye, first boring day!

Did my title sums up everything? LOL.

damn god boring i swear.

slept at 11pm, woke up at 3am - insonmia. LOL!

went back to sleep at 4am, woke up at 5.30am. morning called at 6am. (:

prepared and out of house at 6.30am! running late.
I GOT SEAT INSIDE MRT CABIN! miracle sia. anyway, reached lakeside station at 7.40am!!

crossed over and waited for bus for 10mins :(

reached corporation at 8.05am. hehe - late for 5mins! but the worst thing issssss, we dont even know which lobby to take. best ^^

reached, seated down and in the meeting room for some briefingand adminstration stuffs.

done and we left to find jamessssssssssssss.
Met and had some talk and DISAPPEARED FOR 3 HOURS. lol.
stomach grumbling like madddddd.
1.30 michelle told us to have our lunches first. :(

ordered lor mee for $2 only.cheap and big serving. hahaha!
james called up and asked for our surname and hang up.

Half an hour later, we went back to the room and i tell you, no pass can die! got to walk from the main lobby! :(
all the way back to the meeting room AGAIN.
signed the form and rotted for one hour again cause our dear mr ng went for lunch with mich!
Hopped onto his car and zoomm to keppel bay tower. (:
He's busy ALL THE WAY on car. lol!
anyway, his office is very special i should say. hahaha!
own office is cool.
anywayyyy. gonna decorate the place like my own soon. HOHO.

i bet im gonna work like mad x(
i got 2 projects on hand now! bungalow and VISA. o.o

got to know quite a number of people too.
like sor lin, michelle and gean from hq jurong.
jocelyn and i cant rmb the two malay ladies names again . tml tml. (:

ENDED WORK AT 5.30. ROTTED FOR ONE HOUR DOING NOTHING! okay, we chit chatted.
hahahaahha

home journey - one hour! :(
so many people lah.

but the good thing is NO MORE FORMAL! presentable will do. no more receptionist. LOL. idiot


its 7:56pm already! my godddddd.
no much time left for today. and tml's gonna be second dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

kay, lengthy liao. byebye!


VISUALS FOR YOU GUYS ! :D

:( $10 flew away while on the way to meet the seller.

1) late for 15mins.
2) blisters on right side of the ankle.
3) thirsty
4) never fetch me home.
5) pick up the calls too late. if not everything will not happen.
6) hot and tired and heavy.

so suay today.
Then after awhile, kl msged and said she dont feel like going. wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
suay or what!

but the sweet thing is, he wanted to fetch me over to mrt and hear me rant. (:
TYVM.

its 4pm and i got no mood to eat at all, do anything.
and ppl, just pls stop talking to me. im not in the right mood to chat now.